All these weeks of exercising will power...

So I thought I'd give myself a test last night.
Hubby and JellyBean wanted pizza for dinner. So I let them.. after all I have been resisting much temptation for the last 10 weeks.. how hard could resisting Pizza be?

I cooked my marina linguini... enjoyed most of it (except didn't feel like half the linguini.. which was ok).
But then I could smell that garlicky aroma of garlic bread lofting throughout the house... ok half a piece of garlic bread.. thats ok!

One piece of thin and crispy supreme pizza (sans italian sausage and pepperoni). Ok I've had my fix.. I don't need anymore....

But wait hubby has a pepperoni on puff crust .. just one piece... :S

Ok I've screwed myself tonight.. I'll just finish off JellyBean's remaining half a tube of m&m minis

THANKFULLY though.. according to my fitness pal I ended up eating the calories I burnt... so it wasn't an overall bad result... but it was definitely an awakening that even though after 10 weeks of focus.. of resistance... my senses have definitely not been desensitised and I still have a sweet tooth (Oh I miss baking!)
I guess on the upside I didn't eat the WHOLE loaf of garlic bread, and 6 pieces of pizza like I would used to.

But weigh in was good today.. another 600g (same as last week).
So sitting at 82.5kg - I haven't been this close to 80 since... I don't know!.. maybe 6 or so years?
80kg is so close! But yet.. it feels so far away

I found out how I pulled my thigh muscle. I'm so out of condition I can't sprint! Monday morning I tried to do sprint intervals on the treadmill and i felt that "pang"as soon as I tried my first interval. Netball that night wasn't so bad.. but it's frustrating knowing what I need to do and how I should move in a game... but my body won't keep up! I want to get that fitness back.. to be able to run meaningfully around the court and contribute more.

I need to work out how to fit more sleep in.
Up at 4:30am Bed by about 9-9:30pm.
Jelly bean goes to bed at 8:30-9... So that remaining half hour is to finish tidying up and somehow contribute to the house.

Made a kangaroo mince meat pie tonight with mushy peas.. It tasted really good.. none of that fatty taste you get with a normal meat pie and good flavours too. Definitely keeping that recipe ;)